new layout

Hey people =)

I know it's been awhile and i'm back.. hm, i always seems to say that and then i go M.I.A again hahaha. Anyway i'm back with a new layout, yay! Hehe if any one of you like this type, feel of design or you even have a special design for your own blog but you do not have the skills to put your designs/visions together.. do look for my bro, he can certainly help you out =). This new layout was created by him as well. Hehehe i think it's kinda cute and it suits me. Anyway, most people have been asking me what is this 'bibu' all about and frankly i'm not so sure myself. Practically, it's like a word or even a phrase.. like 'lala' or something like that. What about that cute little looking tofu you ask? Erm, just an icon to represent myself or even this word/phrase 'bibu' i guess. Hahaha. Anyway, i think that's all for now. Till then, keep 'bibu-ing' people.

why did i do that again?

Sometimes i really wonder why people always need to drag me into a situation whereby i am left with no choice but to comply.. sigh. It is really hard being the middle person and often than not, being misunderstood is one of the ugly things that comes with it too. Do i ever learn? I am afraid that the answer is no and yes, forever i will be misunderstood; even by those closest to me. Now that people is what i would like to call as something really saddening and not to mention pathetic as well.

Till then, keep bibu-ing everyone.

Sorry for the times that i..

This post is dedicated to my grandma who passed away on the first day of Chinese New Year. To those who knows me but did not know about this news, i apologized for not informing partly because it is afterall the first day of Chinese New Year and i understand that most of us would find it not very comforting or nice to hear about this kind of news on the first day. So do bear with me. I can only post about this after one week plus as it is quite painful to know that now she is no longer with us as her death came in quite a sudden. Therefore, this post is specially for her.

Just want to tell her sorry for times..

that i did not show her patience and understanding whenever she grumbles to me about something or whenever she corrects me of my mistakes,

Sorry for the times..
that i did not spend as much time with her as i should have,

Sorry for the times..
that i did not bring her around or fetch her to the hospital as often as i should have,

and most importantly, i am sorry for the times..
that i did not show or tell her how much i loved her.

Till then, keep bibu-ing people and cherish your grandparents more as the time we, as grandchildren, have with them is not much. Love them even though at times they can be difficult and grumpy, even though at times they scold us as it is for our own benefit and do spend more time to talk to them, to bring them around, to treat them to their favourite food and appreciate them. May you, my popo rest in peace and i will miss you dearly.

updates

Well exams are finally over!! Weeee~ hehe. But then again, i am not so sure if i did alright in all my papers. So just keeping my fingers crossed and hopefully can score a few As in order to maintain my results. So here are some updates.

11th July 08 - my grandma (mom's side) passed away due to.. well i am also not really sure what. But it seems that one of the veins in her brain popped. So it was a real sudden death as all these while she was so healthy. Though me and my brother are not really close to her.. but i think the coming Chinese New Year, i will definitely feel the lost as we always go back to see her during that time. Hope all you out there will treasure your love ones even though at times we might take their presences for granted, thinking that they will still be around for quite some time.

08th August 08 - my elder brother's convocation day! Hehehe congratulations kor, am proud of you and i know the whole family are proud of you too =).

My bro with my dad and mom outside of the hall in University Malaya.

Our family photo with my bro's girlfriend, Sim Ee taken in the photo studio.

Me and my dad.

My bro and I.

Lastly, my mom and I.

15th August 08 - my poor Bambi aka laptop has been sent to hospital due to some virus infection. The whole thing cost me about RM 120. But i am glad that she's alright now, that's why i can update! Hahaha. But then again, i need to reinstall quite a lot of things back. Luckily, the day before, i backed up my university stuffs to the external case that me and bie shared. So *phew*, if not.. i dared not imagined the consequences of that.

Hm i think that's all for now. Will update another post soon. Hehehe. Till then, keep bibu-ing people and take care.

misunderstood

Well just wanna say that i am not the one who started all these and now you are trying to tell me that this is too childish? And to begin with, you do not even know me that well.. so please do not try to judge me by saying that i am not respecting our friend. Did it ever cross your mind that perhaps you are the one who misunderstood me? You make assumptions about me when you do not even know me that well. Why the heck in the world would i want to put our friend down or disrespecting her just for a post? Though i may not know both of you that well but i still consider you both to be my friends. But it is really sad that i am being misunderstood this way.

The reason i back out from the post is because i think she has so much more interest, passion and commitment for the position and to the board itself than myself. So i felt that it is just best for me to remain as member. Probably the way i put it is not what you expected it to be but if she really misinterpret my words then i will apologise to her and her alone. I really do not think you have the right to talk about me the way you do.

You are letting go of your anger but have it cross your mind that those f*ck and disrespectful words that you have used against me, really hurt me? And now you want to talk to me about respecting friends? Did you ever respect me in the first place while you are putting up your such "nice" entry about me in your blog? Do you know the chinese proverb that says food can be eaten simply, but words cannot be simply said as words uttered are not able to take back? Therefore, now you are moving towards that direction. Though as much as i admire your attitude and personality of straightforwardness and how you would say things that is on your mind without any hesitations, but perhaps it is time for you to learn to get your facts right first before deciding to say something which you are also not sure of about someone.

Till then, keep bibu-ing people.

disappointed

The word "ouch" is all that i can say for now. I feel like i had just received a tight big slap on my face by something and/or someone.. or rather i should say, by reality itself.

Note to self: things and/or people are always never what it and/or they seem to be.

Perhaps Miss V is right when she explains about how things and/or people are prone to changes during her class in Social Psychology. And one last thing.. i hate dislike being misunderstood.

Anyway, time to go back to my beloved books now.. am currently having lots and lots of quizzes and assignments screaming, yelling and calling out to me. Oh yeah, i just realised something too.. gosh, life as a nerd is also tough as you will be misunderstood by others as well. But oh well, maybe our priorities are different =). Till then, keep bibu-ing people and i enjoy being a nerd in my own little world.. la la la la~ so go ahead and talk to my hand =).

boys will be boys

Just a while ago, i went for dinner with my family. Then on our way back home.. a funny conversation between my dad, my brother and myself occurred. Here's how the conversation goes =)..

Dad : Do you guys have a blog?

Bro : Yeap. [my brother is a man with few words O.O'']

Me : Why you ask pa? [kononnya wanna menyampuk =P]

Dad : Oh no la, just asking only. [he then turns to my bro] So what do you write about in your blog?

Bro : I don't write.

Dad : Then?

Me : Kor just post his work of arts there =). [menyampuk lagi] So pa, you wanna create a blog too is it?

Dad : Yeap! [turns to me and proudly says this..] and my blog will be about 'the joys of drinking beer'!! =D

Me & bro : Muahahaha!!

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So does this conversation reminds you that boys will be boys? Or does it reminds you more on the saying that how old habit dies hard? Hahaha. For your information, my dad works in the beverage line.. so that should explains why i hope =P. Gosh, men in my life are super funny. Hee hee. Till then, keep bibu-ing people and have a nice day =).

after so long

This is really my first attempt.. after so long. I am actually quite nervous about it, maybe because of the fact that i do not know what might happen or the fact that i am not able to control the outcome of what might happen for doing this. But nevertheless, i am still giving it a shot. All i hope for now is that things will go well, that i would not to be judge again or simply that i would not have to sit at the corner with my another beloved dipulaukan mate.

Hm, i am sorry if most of you who are reading this would not be able to understand what exactly am i talking about. But just bear with me k.. thanks. Till then, keep bibu-ing people.. keep smiling and be happy =)

snip snip snip

Hm, i feel like cutting my hair la. Hahaha! I know this sounds so sudden but my hair is kind of dry now with lots and lots of split ends! *gasp* look so unhealthy lo.. yerr, don't like la. Seriously feel like cutting it.. but then again, i don't know whether to cut it short or how. I do love having my hair long but yet i also feel like cutting it short. But later not nice how?! Hahaha like so damn ma fan right me? Sigh.

feel like cutting my hair like this.. hee hee =)

Till then keep bibu-ing people and everyone jom let's go cut our hair together-gether! Hahaha =P.. nevermind, ignore me. Have a nice day =)

semester break part 2

Okies, shall continue with what i did during my 3 weeks of semester break. So then, i went to Johore Bahru and Singapore after i came back from Pangkor. Hm, feeling a little lazy to type.. so you all see pictures only la k. Hahaha *evil grin*. Most of the pictures were taken in Singapore's Sentosa Island, a really beautiful place with many many things to do. Seriously, you will need more than a day to finish going through all the activities in Sentosa Island. So this is what i managed to do in a day's time, hee hee =).

first up, a pic with the famous Merlion upon reaching Sentosa Island =)

bie with the Merlion..

next, is the 'Images of Singapore'.. the introduction was seriously cool but too bad we're not allowed to take any pictures..

bie can seriously work in the port during the olden days =P

it's kind of scary walking into a house full of wax beings.. o.O

the beca guy.. hehehe

part 1..

part 2..

now the million ringgit question.. who is the real being here? haha

me and the ah-nene fortune teller =)

do you know what is this? this is actually known as the 'magic window'.. it's the older version of what we refer to now as cinema..

bie's new part time job.. the 'ice kacang man' =P

after visiting the 'Images of Singapore'.. we saw a peahen and her baby, so cute =)

weeee! it's time to play the Luge and yes, i am tall enough! hahaha =)

after Luge, we went for Skyride..

as you can see, there's like no one riding the Skyride.. because we went to Sentosa on a weekday.. if not, it'll definitely be pack on weekends!

you have never been to Singapore if you did not visit Singapore's Underwater World =)

turtle..

dugong - a mermaid like fish..

in Sentosa, peacocks and peahens are everywhere!

yeap, the Southern Most Point of Continental Asia..

while walking on the beach..

the pink dolphin show..

the 'Song of the Sea' decoration..

while waiting for the show.. haha

All in all, this was a fun and memorable trip because of the fact that i have not been to Singapore before and also because of going there with someone special. So thanks again bie for this trip and also for everything else =). Till then, keep bibu-ing people and have a nice day =)

semester break part 1

Gosh, i think i am getting lazier to update again. Hahaha. I know that's not good, so i will start updating again. To start off, i guess i am going to write about the Pangkor trip i had with a bunch of Psychotic people.. err, i mean my Psychology coursemates. Hahaha =P. Well, we spent 3 days 2 nights there and i think this trip is made possible by Heppy&Mindy.Co because the both of them seriously planned out everything for all of us.. from the bus tickets to the ferry tickets then to the accomodation and food =). So thanks ya Mr&Mrs Ng, hehehe.

Well all in all, it was a great trip and i guess everyone has already updated or blogged about this trip.. so i shall cut short the story and just proceed on with the pictures, hehe =). So till then, keep bibu-ing people =).

posers.. =P

beautiful sunset..

it's a JELLYFISH in case if you were wondering..

if you could see that this is a fish.. give yourself a clap because IT IS a fish =)

with the Teh Brothers..

can you see that it is a TURTLE? o.O..

swimming with the fishy-es..

with the Psychotic people =)

lastly.. us =)

pirates of the cheras?! o_O

Hahaha i bet you guys must be wondering what's up with the title of this post right? Well try to imagine this.. me, ytbibu aka porky is about more like being chopped into pieces? Haha. Still can't guess? Well, take a look of this picture first k. By the way, i hope you're not seeing this with your tummy full k.. i do not, i repeat, i do not want you to puke on your laptop or keyboard!

So okies, this is what happen to my eye.

Okies, so i had this growth near my eye for about 1-2 weeks already and it somehow just wont go off. Well, trust me.. before this, as in 1-2 weeks back, it was much worst. It was swollen till really bad that my eye look something like this ---> -_o.. yes it was so sepet till it actually looks like a line instead of round. Then somehow, amazingly the swelling went off but the growth is still there until err.. 2 days back i think that it became swollen again *shakes my head.. waaaaaa!!* and so my mom couldn't take it anymore and took me to the hospital.

So that picture was taken while waiting to see the doctor. Then when it was my turn.. the doctor happily told my mom that i need to go for a small surgery to remove the growth and i was like "what??!!" and so she happily replied "a small surgery".. gosh, i feel she did that on purposed knowing that i sort of have this little weird phobia around my eye area.

I guess my mom was having a hard time pushing me into the surgery room and as i was lying there.. i was sweating and trembling. To make things worst, she had to give me an anaesthetic injection underneath my lower eyelid so that i won't feel the pain. Seriously, it was really scary to be able to see the needle of that injection coming so close and near to your eye and that you could feel every movement she makes in your eye right before the injection. I never felt so scared in my life before and the pain you ask? Yes it was painful but what bothers me th most is not the pain but the fear i had in me when the needle came so close to my eye and the movements in my eye! Sigh.. bad experience man.

And so this is how i look like after the surgery. So now you know why the title of the post is 'pirates of the cheras'? Haha so not the funny kan?

Hm, after that i went home and yeah the pain got worst but it's alright. I can still take it. So i went to sleep and then i took of the bandage in the evening. The wound then look something like this..

I don't think you guys can see it clearly here but my lower eyelid is still swollen and it look very purple-ish.. dark purple in fact. My mom said that i looked like as though i was being punched right in the eye by someone o_O.. so not the funny lo mi. Ish!

Till then, keep bibu-ing people and do take good care of your eye! I can gurantee you that you do not even want to go through or even think about what i went through. Okies, i am officially scared to death by this. Someone please come collect my body k ---> x_x