Sorry for the times that i..

This post is dedicated to my grandma who passed away on the first day of Chinese New Year. To those who knows me but did not know about this news, i apologized for not informing partly because it is afterall the first day of Chinese New Year and i understand that most of us would find it not very comforting or nice to hear about this kind of news on the first day. So do bear with me. I can only post about this after one week plus as it is quite painful to know that now she is no longer with us as her death came in quite a sudden. Therefore, this post is specially for her.

Just want to tell her sorry for times..

that i did not show her patience and understanding whenever she grumbles to me about something or whenever she corrects me of my mistakes,

Sorry for the times..
that i did not spend as much time with her as i should have,

Sorry for the times..
that i did not bring her around or fetch her to the hospital as often as i should have,

and most importantly, i am sorry for the times..
that i did not show or tell her how much i loved her.

Till then, keep bibu-ing people and cherish your grandparents more as the time we, as grandchildren, have with them is not much. Love them even though at times they can be difficult and grumpy, even though at times they scold us as it is for our own benefit and do spend more time to talk to them, to bring them around, to treat them to their favourite food and appreciate them. May you, my popo rest in peace and i will miss you dearly.